I need to remember that I am worth of all dreams even it feels out of reach.
That it is fine to take other direction, to embrace all feelings while watching a little tiny human experience his first step on grass, or his first chew on pineapple.
I need to remember that those dreams wait me patiently. A very first thing to do is creating meaningful days. To be present and mindful, to keep on learning, in every way possible. To understand that this all leads to something bigger than me.
At the end of the day, what really calms me might this simple thought: I am glad that I dont give up.